Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Save You


“They keep telling me don’t save you
If I ignore all that advice
And something isn’t right
Then who will I complain too…
You’ve got your guards up
I do too
There’s things we might discover
Cause you’ve got a past
And I do too
We’re perfect for each other”

- Drake


January 11, 2012

Save You
  
She looks away as she speaks to me
She rarely looks me in the eyes
I’ve seen you before, though we’ve just met
This is not my first time

My first time falling for you
I know you’re just the type
I seek to save you
Make you more confident
I want to make it right

And I finally know the reason now
It's because of my past
No one was there when I was down
I’m trying to save my past…

- Self, that is
The past Kibbs was so soft
No confidence, so insecure
Always getting picked on

“You’re so short”
“You little bitch”
I think I’ve heard it all
Now its time to save you too
I feel like it’s my call

I’ll make you much more confident
I’ll save you if I can be your man
I’ll make you into what I wasn’t
But first you must grab my hand

Then I realize I can’t save you
I can only sit back and help
The ultimate decision is in your hands
I can only change myself…


- K.S. Fort

From, "Everything : Creative Chaos "

Love Yourself

Love Yourself

I don’t think you love yourself
Let me show you how it’s done
First look in the mirror - Smile
Sweetheart, this is step one

Do you see how simple it is?
Now, onto step two
Remove the mask, the make-up too
Now, let’s look at you

We made you smile- truly smile
Do you want to see step three?
Hold my hand, touch is love
And love will set us free

Is it really that easy? You ask
We won’t know unless we try
So dry your eyes, and let’s be true
Stop hiding behind our lies

- K.S. Fort

From, "Everything : Creative Chaos "

Leave Your Lover ( Cover )

Leave Your Lover (Cover)

Baby...
I need you.
And these feelings
Aren't what I'm used to
And to think
My intentions were
Only to use you
Lead you on
And emotionally abuse you
- What I was used to.

But I love you.
Maybe falling this quickly
Makes me a fool too.
But I'll accept it
Travel halfway across the world
And won't regret it
If you want me too.

What would you
Like me to do?
Trapped by these feelings
Conflicted by rationality
I'm fucking confused...

But baby...
I need you.
I can't travel
Back to the States
And imagine a life without you.

I can't imagine him
Holding, kissing, and loving you.
I don't care what
I have to go through.
I need you.


Baby, I love you...

- K.S. Fort

From, "To Me "


Sunday, November 20, 2016

Wrestling With Myself ***

Wrestling With Myself

I find myself
Fighting myself
And it's rare when
I've got the win
Because in almost
Every match I'm in
I'm almost always pinned

My back is pressed
Against the canvas
My opponent struggles hard
To etch his name
In history
By leaving me scarred

I fight back
Dig down deep
Sink within my soul
But the old me
Seems to be stronger
And has the greater pull

Why am I
Fighting against my past?
He and I are one
We should work
Towards the future
To accomplish
What must be done

So I'm stepping
Off the mat this time
It's time we act as one
Accept who we are
And what we've done

It's time we act as one.

- K.S. Fort

From, "The Hopeful Romantic"