Wednesday, September 21, 2016

Ain't I A Woman (Ch.1 of 4)

Chapter One

Date: October 31st, 2012

“FUCK!!”

 Dr. Eugene Connor, known to many as Dr. Bull, slammed his notes on his desk and threw the nearby flask against the wall. Five weeks. That’s all he had left. He had five weeks to prove to the board that they should continue to fund his research for an AIDS cure. Thirty billion dollars had been invested thus far, and though his research has shown progress, it was not yet ready for animal testing. But it was so close. He was very close to testing on animals and he’ll make that proposal this afternoon.

They gather. Men in dark collared suits, Windsor knotted ties, drinking expensive whiskey. These men were wealthy, they are men who have always been in power, had dominance, and exhibited control. They come from a long line of influence. They gather to hear Dr. Connor’s proposal. They expect the experiment to be going just as planned. They expect no hiccups. They don’t expect Dr. Connor to ask for an extension like the last meeting. They expect those corrections to be made; they expect him to be competent. They have too much invested to consider mistakes. They have far too much to risk.

“I would like to thank you all for joining me this evening”, begins Dr. Connor. “I know for some it was quite a journey, especially those who had to pass through Hurricane Sandy. This shows you are truly committed to my research”. No laughter. They are not interested in the research as a whole, but the profits they can reap from its results. “I am sorry to inform you that I will need more time. We are very close to animal testing, and are taking all the appropriate steps to be there shortly. I encourage you to be patient with me becau-”

“How much more time?” Mr. Kennedy interrupted. He was a man who’d invested heavily in this projected. He was impressed with Dr. Connors work as an undergrad, and immediately jumped onto the bandwagon when he heard of Connors’ AIDS research.

“I can’t say for sure”, Dr. Connor responded.

“You have two weeks to show success in animal testing, and to prepare the drug to be on the market. We’ve invested too much fucking money into this and I don’t want to see this fall apart. Meeting adjourned”.

Dr. Connor was stunned. Two weeks. This was unanticipated. He needed much more time but was afraid to ask. He succumbed to the pressure of power. So much has been invested into his work, and he couldn’t possibly let them down. They have all invested in his work and had taken a great risk in doing so. And now he must show results. Two weeks. That’s all the time he had left…


Date: November 14, 2012

“Let’s skip the formalities, what are the results Dr. Connor?” Mr. Kennedy began.

“The drug is ready for the market, and I would even like to propose an idea that may seem a bit… radical. What if we were to test the drug on a small population before we put it on the market? Think about it. We’ll go to an ignored location. We’ll intentionally infect the residents, then cure them with the serum. We’re all well connected here, who’s to stop us but ourselves?”

“Where would you do this, and what would be the chances of us getting caught?”

“In Marie Ville, New Jersey. The city is a breeding ground for infection and disease so if we do anything wrong, we can simply blame it on the more than a hundred contaminated sites and polluting industries. The city has continually been used as a dumping ground for decades. I read an article that talked about this shithole. It said, ‘The sewage treatment plant was followed by a regional trash-to-steam incinerator, one of the largest in the state, and by a cogeneration power plant in the early 1990s. The DEP granted permits for these facilities despite strong community opposition and failed to adequately enforce environmental standards’. Do you think anyone would give a shit if we were to go there?”

Mr. Kennedy thought about it. “I’m still not convinced, but I don’t see any other option. And ultimately this could be a good thing. In reality, we are doing more good than harm. Imagine the millions who will be saved because of our work. Imagine the billions who will be set free from the debilitating disease of HIV because of the risk that we displace onto the residents of Marie Ville. Are we evil? Are we wrong for doing this? Have we abused our power? I don’t think so. I think we have maximized our power to do the greatest good for as many as we can. Few will suffer, yes, but many more will praise and honor us for the risk we’ve endeavored and the pain we alleviate in the future. And we have so much pressure from the government to cough up results. I would hate to disappoint them and lose all the money we’ve invested. How soon can you do this?”

The truth was that the drug wasn’t ready for the market. After the previous meeting, Dr. Connor had begun animal testing and there were few successful tests. He felt the pressure to deliver because the promise of this miracle drug was long overdue. So he lied. He told them that the drug was ready, knowing that they would take him on his word. Moreover, in order to see the drugs effect on a human population, he chose the most vulnerable location, thinking there wouldn’t be a public outcry - and definitely not a public backlash.

“I think we can present the drug under the guise of the annual flu shot. Few will look into it; we can easily bribe the officials in the city to go along with the project. We will tell them that we are researching alternatives to the flu vaccination, and have the project cleared within a week’s time”, Dr. Connor confidently stated.

They were wrong. It only took the officials in Marie Ville a day to clear the project. Dr. Connor and his team were there the following morning.

Marie Ville looked like a third world country. The juxtaposition was contradictory. How can one of the wealthiest states harbor such a demolished city? A thirty-minute drive would place you in any one of the wealthy suburbs surrounding Marie Ville. The buildings were cracked. They seemed like they were very close to toppling and it was surprising to find people still living in them. But at least they had shelter. Homelessness was rampant and there were people languishing away in the streets. Addicts desperately searched for a secluded location to indulge, and streetwalkers were not too discrete in offering services. Gangbangers threw up their gang signs and others were posted on the corners – street pharmacists. They were so young. If they’re here, then who’s in school? 

What was more eerie was the tension in the air. There was so much distrust, so much anger, hatred. It was almost palpable. The tough exterior presented by the gangsters was not only a way of protecting themselves from the dangers of the streets, but also a way of projecting their callousness onto the police who roamed the streets cautiously. The police cars crept the roads as though they were looking to commit a drive-by themselves. They peered through their sunglasses; looking for any sign of wrong doing, a suspicious handshake, anything that can potentially cause harm to others, but more importantly, themselves. The tension in the air was so taut because both parties felt they were in the right. The gangbangers found no other way to make money but to make it on the streets. They could not envision the American dream when they woke up to brown grass and metal fences as children. They were unmotivated in school because they were rarely helped by a school system that was underfunded and overlooked. A future through college? The loans alone surpassed their parent’s meager income, and the fact that their guidance counselors were flooded with students, made it difficult for them to understand the college process. And here were the police, providing another barrier to their success. 

But the police officers were well intentioned. They were there to supervise and to mediate conflict as it emerged. Sure, it’s easy to talk about police brutality in the comfort of your own home, but they face the threat of death every day. So they do anticipate a gun when the drug dealer goes in his pocket to show identification. They anticipate a gunfight whenever they encounter a rebellious resident who has “street cred”. Moreover, the media doesn’t make them any less edgy. Doesn’t rap music document life on the streets? Someone must always be committing crime, someone must always be “strapped”, and drugs are constantly being sold. Whoever heard of a rap song where someone takes the bus, walks through the park on a nice day, or takes their son to a local basketball game? The residents and police officers are bombarded with images of the flaws in the ghetto, and are overly cautious. They feel the need to always be on guard; whether it’s by posing on the corner, or by patrolling the streets with the intention to instill fear. They all want to be protected.


Dr. Connor felt the thick air of mistrust and instructed the chauffer to lock his doors. He was in a pretty expensive car and knew that he was drawing a lot of attention. Today would be the first day of the “flu shots” and he did not want to make a bad impression on the residents. He booked the local retirement home easily. They are always in need of care and he felt this would be the perfect place to begin the experiment. There are even fewer risks to consider here. Many of the people have very little time left, and even if the experiment is a failure, he’ll know what he needs to work on immediately. More importantly, if this experiment is a success, he would feel comfortable sampling a larger population and finally putting the drug on the market.

- K.S. Fort

From, "The Civilized N -"

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