Wednesday, September 7, 2016

Confused

Confused

"Danke."
What?
What is
Going on here?
"Oh ... Um ... Bitte."
What am I
Doing here?
Stuck ...
In a country
Where I barely
Know the language
Oh the anguish!
I feel like
Nothing can be
Accomplished
- I'm astonished...
How can I
Lose control of me
But that's easy to see
When I take
A step back
And accept
Shamelessly
That I'm
Confused ....

- K.S. Fort

From, "Dreamer: The Hopeful Romantic "



Give Me Your Virginity

Give Me Your Virginity

Give me your virginity
Because to “lose it”
Would mean I’m taking it
Give me your heart,
And all of your love
Then I’ll know you’re not faking it

Give me your virginity
I would like this time to be shared
I want you to decide
You steer the ride
And we unite as a pair

I don’t want there to be a power struggle
I want an equal investment
If you feel hesitation,
I promise I’m patient
Don’t leave with any regrets

So give me your virginity
I’d like for you to make the move
If you say it’s alright, you look in my eyes
I know we’ll have nothing to lose

- K.S. Fort

From, "Everything : Creative Chaos "



Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Counting the Seconds ...

March 2, 2012

Counting the Seconds…

Tick… tock… tick… tock

The time can’t move any slower
Till you arrive
Fulfill my desire
Then I’d want it to move slower

Tap… Tap… Tap… Tap

I anticipate your text
I hold my breath
Don’t know what’s next
Can’t wait for us to mix

Forever would be worth it
I wait for you
No haste for you
Rushing only hurts it

I count the seconds
Every single one
Won’t be done
Till we’re only one…

I’ll be counting the seconds…

- K.S. Fort

From, "Everything : Creative Chaos "



Nice Guys Finish Last

Nice Guys Finish Last

I think I'm just too nice for you
I don't think we'll work out
You'll complain that I'm "too soft"
Cause I listen and don’t shout

You'll tell me that I do too much
You've never had someone care
Still insecure from your past
Not expecting someone to be there

I feel like I will finish last
I know that you and him still text
You're mad at me cause I take it slow
Not pressuring you to sex

I cannot be mean to you
My heart never took the trend
Heard this before, don't be afraid to say it
"Kibbs, let’s just be friends"

- K.S. Fort

From, "Everything : Creative Chaos "



Sunday, September 4, 2016

Study Abroad

February 23, 2012

"Honesty and transparency make you vulnerable. Be honest and transparent anyway”."

  Mother Teresa

Study Abroad

If you didn’t have to go abroad
I would have held your hand…

We’re sitting at the diner table
Talking to pass time
I want to say you’re beautiful
Want to make you mine
Want to make this more romantic
But it’s not the time…

We’ll keep talking at this dinner table
But my mind begins to drift
I think about how next year
It will not be like this
You’ll be gone
I’ll miss you
Never got to kiss you
Only wishing you were here
My goodness, how I’ll miss you

If you didn’t have to go abroad
I would have held your hand
Dive deeper in our conversation
Ask to be your man…
But you have to go abroad
So I cannot show my heart
Cannot make any progress
Stop before I start
Better if I listen in
Pay attention to what you’re saying
Maybe if you were here next year
These thoughts I would be saying

If you didn’t have to go abroad
I would have held your hand…

- K.S. Fort

From, "Everything : Creative Chaos "



Kitchen Demon ( : D )

February 21, 2012

Kitchen Demon

There’s a demon in the kitchen
Who really doesn’t say much
Aside from the humming
Between the dishes that she wash

She stares at you blankly
Says she’ll be gone by ‘leven
Makes the pies and cookies too
Makes sure the bread has leavened

She doesn’t really have a name
And she’s never missed a day
“I’ll be there til eleven tonight”
That’s all she’ll ever say

If you see this demon - steer clear
No one knows her wishes
Just drop your plate in the sink
She’ll always do your dishes

- K.S. Fort

From, "Everything : Creative Chaos "



Spend the Night

Spend the Night

I know you have papers due
And an unfinished presentation
I know that you have a test
And you feel like times a wastin’

I know that you’re pressed for time
And I know your mind is filled
But will you let me hold you until…

Morning…

I know that you have your meetings
I know that you are stressed
I know you worry about your grades
How you did on your last test

I know that you feel pulled thin
And you struggle with all your might
But can you cuddle with me
Until we both see light

I know that you’re debating
I’ll try to win this fight
I think a touch of my lips
Will make you spend the night

- K.S. Fort

From, "Everything : Creative Chaos "