Suicide

“Death gotta be easy

Cause life is hard

It could leave you physically,

Mentally, and emotionally scarred”

-          50 Cent

Suicide

Has it finally come to this

Is this what those

Have felt before me

Before they slit their wrists

Is this what the end feels like?

Is this true despair

To imagine it cannot be better

At the blank wall I stare…

I’m going to do it

What else do I have to live for?

Isn’t ending life easier

Instead of constantly craving more…

But I’m confused on the method

How do I want it to feel?

Do I want the blood to drip slowly?

And feel life slowly leave

Or is it better to be asleep

Is it better to be unconscious?

To not think of my selfish decision

And the people I’m affecting

Suicide … Suicide … Suicide

The slowest ride

I wish to take…

I choose the knife

To have life slowly ebb

And deeply take in

My final breaths…

- K.S. Fort

From, "Dreamer: The Hopeful Romantic "

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