Friday, August 5, 2016

Animal

Animal

What is going on with me...
A tragedy
Tongue pressed against your neck
You're happy
But I'm struggling to keep a part of me
My values...

Cross hidden beneath my shirt
Physically its satisfying, but morally it hurts
As I sink into
My desires...
I'm a hypocrite
A liar
As I lure...

My prey...

I'm an animal tonight
But I'm not trying to fight...
Unless it's under the covers...
"Wanna leave"...
I hear you whisper
As we're so close to each other...
But I'm so far away from you...
So lost within my thoughts...
"I do"...
I know what you want to do
You're eyes glazed, I've only had a few

Prey...

I'm not drunk so I willingly lose myself...

Too lost to pray...

Hold your hands tightly while I think to myself...
Desires...
Have intoxicated me...
I don't think...
Only choose to see and feel...
To do... To touch...

Prey...

I don't think I'll regret this
I chose this...
I've had these feelings pent for weeks
And they've just bout hit their peak...
I'm sorry...
My values... My morals... Are gone...
Tomorrow I'll pray to make peace...
But tonight I feast...
On my prey...


- K.S. Fort

From, "Love in India "

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