Anymore

Anymore

I guess I'm not that kid no more

Sitting in the corner

Nervous

Afraid

Soft

And shy

Getting pushed around

Crying in my bedroom

Tears drop as I wonder why

How can I be like the other guy's?

What does it take to fall in love?

Why do the girls like the other guys?

What do the girls think of…?

Me?

They must see that little Haitian kid

That doesn't speak too well

The one that acts like a bitch

The one that can't really spell

He's that little runt

The target of every bully

The suicidal kid

The one who pretends to act silly

The one who tries to fit in

He tries to sag his pants

He's desperate to be in the "in crowd"

He tries to be everyone's fan

He's that awkward kid

So we'll just pass him by

He’s innocent but mischievous

But I've never heard him tell a lie

But then again I've never

Given him a chance

First impressions told me everything

Everything that words can't

Imagine if they saw me now

Imagine what they would say

To see me confident and happy

And helping others along their way

They wouldn't see that shy Haitian kid

On the corner or on the floor

I'm pass that stage

I'm Kibbs Fortilus

I'm can’t be that no more

- K.S. Fort

From, "Everything : Creative Chaos "

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