Nightmare ... Or Dream

Nightmare … Or Dream

She kisses me passionately

Moaning in my ear

I throw her down

Onto our bed

How did I end up here?

The faceless, beautiful woman

With the body only seen in dreams

Who says everything

I want to hear

Makes me feel

How I love to feel

And as I’m diving in between

-           I stop

Then ask myself

Is this really who

I want to be

As I glare at the mirror

Before me

I see

That I’ve never felt

This happy

I see that I’m finally

Expressing what

I feared others would see

That within these four walls

You’ll see all of me

And I’ll be able

To discover every piece

Of you

And we can take any chance

And do anything

Because no one will know

Of the things we do

And before, during, and after it all

You’ll say I love you

And I’ll say

I love you too

Then we’ll cuddle the

Whole night through

And after some time

You’ll begin to fade

As I begin to wake

And I’ll hold, reach, snatch

Frantically at your ghost

Screaming for you to stay

And I still lay in reality

In an unfortunate state

And for her sake

I want to say

It was a nightmare

But I know it was a dream.

- K.S. Fort

From, "Everything : Creative Chaos "

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